Sent my CV for another job. I doubt I’ll get this one, it was first come first serve and my skills are hardly unique.
Failed to study… again. I did sit down to try and do that but I got distracted externally. Not blaming myself because “I can’t control others’ choice to interrupt me”, but perhaps I should, because “It’s on me to set better boundaries and/or just hit the bricks.”
Cooked my first batch of white bean stew. It turned out okay; I just prefer other legumes.
Finished watching Ferris Bueller’s Day Off. I understand why it’s a cult classic, and I really enjoyed seeing young Alan Ruck do things, but I don’t think it tickled me as much as I hoped it would.
Got extremely stressed out about bureaucracy. Affidavits are scary.
Tweaked the desktop layout of this site some more, we’re back at dithering and muted OG Game Boy colors. I guess I’m a boring palette guy after all.
Still worried about my nerve damage getting worse if I don’t stop taking my current meds. Reminding myself that it’s more important that I don’t stop treatment than worrying about looking funny to other people because of the shaking.
Also questioning whether it’s true that it’s more important that I continue treatment or if it’s for the benefit of Society At Large. Subsequently, also reminding myself that last time I had a break it was terrifying and that this is subjective and true. For the best value of “true” anyone can have. Just take your pills, dude.
Apparently Charlie Day is in the latest Mario movie. On my hands and knees begging the universe to free him from the typecast curse so he can work on things I actually enjoy watching.
I theoretically have a toki pona taso call this evening… I’m a little scared, my oral fluency is shit compared to writing. But I will show up, and I will try to participate actively in the conversation.