2026-04-16
- I slept with interruptions, but managed to return to sleep every time.
- I lost track of time during my morning routine because I was catching up with Tumblr; the dashboard was extra long this morning because I went to bed early the day before. I forgot to take my vitamin D, but did not forget my goo.
- I attended the workshop with the intention of studying some more, but it was really busy and loud and I couldn’t focus, so instead I talked to people. I still don’t feel socially comfortable in that space.
- I’m looking at psychotechnical tests, which are also a requirment for the job that I’m applying to, and I’m growing weary. I’m still really bad at calculus, even if the language and logic ones are reasonable. I might fail, and all the rest of the studying would be for nothing. I’m rather nervous.
- I think I need to watch my spoons, I am approaching burnout and I need to gather my energy for studying, coming out to my extended family, enduring the summer migration of my flock, and facing the bureaucracy associated to medical transition with grace.
- After today’s shower, I was extra careful to moisturize. I’ve never had a consistent skincare routine but it’s incredible how much more my body feels like mine and therefore something I’m responsible for, just a few days into treatment.
- I have friend time with my squid this evening, and I’m looking forward to it. I enjoy having a hangout space that is not routine but also doesn’t revolve around any particular activity, that is open to improvisation and catching up.