Woke up to lovely food for thought from my flock after the PHM + Arrival double sci-fi session from the last couple of days. I love their brain so much, it always makes me question so many things.
Goo applied, Vit-D taken… unprompted! It turns out the trick was to leave the blister with the bright orange capsules outside of the box and on the kitchen table.
Went to an employment fair, made some contacts for my current job profile. One said they would call tomorrow. Many others said I needed to finalize my disability certificate paperwork finished before I could apply, but to contact them as soon as it was done because my profile fit a lot of vacancies.
Speaking of which, nothing has really changed about that certificate’s status but there was a “last updated - evaluating” change today. I hope it moves along quickly.
I am terrified of the bureaucracy of changing my name legally and then running into all of this shit all over again. The waiting anxiety, the endless forms, the feeling of having forgotten a crucial piece of documentation… I truly hate paperwork.
I also indeed had forgotten an important piece of paperwork for my railway job exam, and I risk losing my spot.
I’m very anxious about tomorrow’s initial job info session and another bit of bureaucracy I have unrelated to it, I hope I can make it in time. I’m so stressed out.
I’m anxious, somatizing the anxiety, incapable of partaking in leisurely activities today. I miss downtime. I feel like I’m becoming a crystal shard, whatever that means.